经历过那么多的事情，我是觉得人要走的路的确是很煎熬的。来说说我的中学朋友，认识那么多年，一起欢笑一起分享娱乐，那些回忆真的很难忘。不过一到中学毕业后，就是忽然间我们的友情渐渐的流逝，在想到底我做错了什么？
我哪里出了问题吗？想也想不通
人现在是不是越来越霸道，点点小事就闹到天翻地覆。
现在呢？一样的问题回来了，就每一次我们要出去前就会先好预约时间，通常是我包办的。
我不懂是他们不喜欢，还是不满我的决定。
出门约好了不用经，问题是最后一分钟时才来跟我讲，那么短的时间内哪里够时间准备，想也懂啊。
久而久之，出去没跟我联络了，什么都没有告诉我。
我到底做错了什么了？搞不清楚究竟是什么问题
他们觉得少一个人，没什么大不了的。觉得是理所当然的吗？很好，我倒是要看看你们的作风。等着瞧！
真的令我很失望。说了也不是这样。 我还是不要管怎么多了，放弃了。
Seriously watever men!!!
喜欢的女孩子，从第一天认识她到现在，差不多有三年多了吧。
请她吃饭，看电影，为了他的生日筹备了我DIY的卡，礼物。
第一年时向她告白，拒绝了，对我说因为学业，没时间谈恋爱，那就算了，不计较。
接二连三的，还是一样筹备了东西给她。
直到现在，我从来没有收过她亲自为我的礼物，根本就一个屁也没有。
这一次不一样了，表白之后，理由转变许多。说什么我不是她要找的人，你是个好男人，一定会找到更适合你的女友，不要再浪费时间。三年期间，欺骗我的感情，利用我对他的爱，拿取时间金钱努力，就这样结束了。还不当一回事，很好！有一天你会后悔的。！！
Fk off bitches!!
Saturday, July 13, 2013
Thursday, June 20, 2013
3 years 3 months 23 days, wow!! Today i'm back to make some posts and updates.
Lots of happenings these few years, indeed is memorable when i thought back. Hanging around, Working, meeting up new friends, been thru shit with Army Friends =P
Just a quick recap for these past few years. Joining Astons Specialties during Mar if i not wrong, first few weeks was like hell. Weird and fierce-looking cook, another F&B industry. But the managers tought me well, get alot of experiences being a best food runner, whereby the tray is almost half a size of me lol.
Counting til now, been knowing the 4 princess [Ana, Shelby, YanLing, Qiuling] about 3 years plus, they are great bunch of girls, along with Clifford and Kok Long. Without them, there's no enjoyment of working there. ^^
National Service, i doubt everybody wanted to serve also. 8th Nov 10, enlistment day to Tekong. Do my best in army, although is tough from that moment. Ferry in and out, Tonner in and out. 24km route march, gonna to split with BMT friends. Posted to Signal Institute, wat a ulu and the camp is at the hilltop. =.= From that point of time, i hate everything there. The ppl, environment, im serious!! hahaha and now most of them are my best platoon buddies. I almost cried even though i have tried very hard to fight a place in UAV or TRACOM, it was just a nightmare for me after heard 4SIR wasn't easy for their BMT training during 14th Mono Intake. Gonna be crazy, fk this shit now!!
Alot of route marches, practice of river crossing with FBO, tactical walk, Combat Skills Badge [32km] btw =P, 6 Div Running Team (That's the time i get started in love with running, credit to Soon Loong), miss Brunei trip due to AHM training, ATEC evaluation @ Taiwan, nv forget to carry that damn heavy signal sets with all the 10 packs and rations. Enjoy ourshelves at taiwan, anywhere anytime for the last 3 days.
Army Open House, end of May. Before that get promoted to Corporal First Class(CFC) along with Benedict, for the first time in the battalion, and the first 2, under the Singapore Flyer.
7th Sep 12, Operational Ready Date. The excitement and memories were kept in my mind, always^^ We been through everything, never say die.
Ah Boys to Men, serving 2 years, for our nation and country with our sweat and tears.
792th SIR will be next step in reservist through the next 10 cycles. Sianzz men, i already did the first Silent Mob, lucky i'm prepared everything^^ hahaha
Tks to Mr Shaneful and Mr Kamil, HOD(ICT) and ICT Exec from HuaYi Secondary, recommend me to NCS as Techology Assistant. However, now i'm attached to Woodgrove Primary School since 24th Jan this year. 4 more days to 5 mths in this school. There's alot of things for me to learn, get to know what's the working life style in a school. Engage to teachers and students, school leaders too.
IT IT IT, perhaps in future, IT will be the path that looking to. Who knows in future, only me can control my future. The future is in my hands. =O
I will never forget all the happenings around for the past few years, cherish everyone around you, before is too late!
Cheers^^
Lots of happenings these few years, indeed is memorable when i thought back. Hanging around, Working, meeting up new friends, been thru shit with Army Friends =P
Just a quick recap for these past few years. Joining Astons Specialties during Mar if i not wrong, first few weeks was like hell. Weird and fierce-looking cook, another F&B industry. But the managers tought me well, get alot of experiences being a best food runner, whereby the tray is almost half a size of me lol.
Counting til now, been knowing the 4 princess [Ana, Shelby, YanLing, Qiuling] about 3 years plus, they are great bunch of girls, along with Clifford and Kok Long. Without them, there's no enjoyment of working there. ^^
National Service, i doubt everybody wanted to serve also. 8th Nov 10, enlistment day to Tekong. Do my best in army, although is tough from that moment. Ferry in and out, Tonner in and out. 24km route march, gonna to split with BMT friends. Posted to Signal Institute, wat a ulu and the camp is at the hilltop. =.= From that point of time, i hate everything there. The ppl, environment, im serious!! hahaha and now most of them are my best platoon buddies. I almost cried even though i have tried very hard to fight a place in UAV or TRACOM, it was just a nightmare for me after heard 4SIR wasn't easy for their BMT training during 14th Mono Intake. Gonna be crazy, fk this shit now!!
Alot of route marches, practice of river crossing with FBO, tactical walk, Combat Skills Badge [32km] btw =P, 6 Div Running Team (That's the time i get started in love with running, credit to Soon Loong), miss Brunei trip due to AHM training, ATEC evaluation @ Taiwan, nv forget to carry that damn heavy signal sets with all the 10 packs and rations. Enjoy ourshelves at taiwan, anywhere anytime for the last 3 days.
Army Open House, end of May. Before that get promoted to Corporal First Class(CFC) along with Benedict, for the first time in the battalion, and the first 2, under the Singapore Flyer.
7th Sep 12, Operational Ready Date. The excitement and memories were kept in my mind, always^^ We been through everything, never say die.
Ah Boys to Men, serving 2 years, for our nation and country with our sweat and tears.
792th SIR will be next step in reservist through the next 10 cycles. Sianzz men, i already did the first Silent Mob, lucky i'm prepared everything^^ hahaha
Tks to Mr Shaneful and Mr Kamil, HOD(ICT) and ICT Exec from HuaYi Secondary, recommend me to NCS as Techology Assistant. However, now i'm attached to Woodgrove Primary School since 24th Jan this year. 4 more days to 5 mths in this school. There's alot of things for me to learn, get to know what's the working life style in a school. Engage to teachers and students, school leaders too.
IT IT IT, perhaps in future, IT will be the path that looking to. Who knows in future, only me can control my future. The future is in my hands. =O
I will never forget all the happenings around for the past few years, cherish everyone around you, before is too late!
Cheers^^
Sunday, February 28, 2010
hei yo's
today is the last day of CNY...... I have enjoyed for past week, wow cool
last sun, a small gathering for CNY house visiting, enjoyable and finally pay off as i planned quite ok, went smoothly......going about 6 to 7 houses i think so, all the way from hougang, kovan, bishan toapayoh yishun and sembawang, very tired indeed fun^^
mon, wanted to go macritchie run, but we lost our way instead run at Upper seletar
is damn sunny and hot
tues go perseus house have dota feast, play play play.......first own tj, second own by tj lol
a day gone also
wed acc perseus to funan change XBOX console, den slack slack walk around funan and have lunch there.......acc tj to farrer park to "see" him play soccer, he promise me will have extra balls to play, in the end have to seat there for hrs just look at him play =.=, having dinner at Uncle Sam's claypot^^
thurs go chenglip house, play game and blackjack, oh men i lost all the money inside my wallet, pok gai........so hurting and i cant get over it oops
fri, go Marina Barrage fly kite......bought 5 come back 2...... mine stuck at the electric receiver but have to cut it away and let go, chenglip play and entangled with jon and break off, phillip one cannot fly coz got one hole lol
go bedok to have dinner, fish chips, Roti john with cheese, mee goreng from eunice, dunno wat garlic sausage but quite enjoyable day with good food
sat go tj house, so long nv go there and also dota feast.....tks tj's dad for cooking dinner for us oops
today nv go out rest one day^^
still got 5 - 6 months of holiday before enlistment i think
woots
today is the last day of CNY...... I have enjoyed for past week, wow cool
last sun, a small gathering for CNY house visiting, enjoyable and finally pay off as i planned quite ok, went smoothly......going about 6 to 7 houses i think so, all the way from hougang, kovan, bishan toapayoh yishun and sembawang, very tired indeed fun^^
mon, wanted to go macritchie run, but we lost our way instead run at Upper seletar
is damn sunny and hot
tues go perseus house have dota feast, play play play.......first own tj, second own by tj lol
a day gone also
wed acc perseus to funan change XBOX console, den slack slack walk around funan and have lunch there.......acc tj to farrer park to "see" him play soccer, he promise me will have extra balls to play, in the end have to seat there for hrs just look at him play =.=, having dinner at Uncle Sam's claypot^^
thurs go chenglip house, play game and blackjack, oh men i lost all the money inside my wallet, pok gai........so hurting and i cant get over it oops
fri, go Marina Barrage fly kite......bought 5 come back 2...... mine stuck at the electric receiver but have to cut it away and let go, chenglip play and entangled with jon and break off, phillip one cannot fly coz got one hole lol
go bedok to have dinner, fish chips, Roti john with cheese, mee goreng from eunice, dunno wat garlic sausage but quite enjoyable day with good food
sat go tj house, so long nv go there and also dota feast.....tks tj's dad for cooking dinner for us oops
today nv go out rest one day^^
still got 5 - 6 months of holiday before enlistment i think
woots
Saturday, January 16, 2010
hahahah, just a short update.......
5 more weeks end of FYP den i come update, so weird!!! So these weeks been quite good, know the DTs, help out at Open House 2010, great^^
The ISG lab is damn freezing cold, where i can celebrate 2009 X,mas there oh men......
So coming new year just hope everything will be peaceful and happy always
fast it gonna to be enlisted in army lo.....before get in i hope i can "hold" her by my side if i got the courage and thick-skinned^^ hehe
Chinese New Year is coming via Valentines'.......such a special occasion ahead so cool....
Enjoy babe^^
Tune: I Gotta Feeling - The Black Eyed Peas
5 more weeks end of FYP den i come update, so weird!!! So these weeks been quite good, know the DTs, help out at Open House 2010, great^^
The ISG lab is damn freezing cold, where i can celebrate 2009 X,mas there oh men......
So coming new year just hope everything will be peaceful and happy always
fast it gonna to be enlisted in army lo.....before get in i hope i can "hold" her by my side if i got the courage and thick-skinned^^ hehe
Chinese New Year is coming via Valentines'.......such a special occasion ahead so cool....
Enjoy babe^^
Tune: I Gotta Feeling - The Black Eyed Peas
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Finally, end of attachment, 12 weeks just like that pass...... hahaha
Leaving the company indeed a little sad about it, know number of ppl there they are great^^
& also have the privilege to use Apple Inc. computer
I just love my colleagues, great friends, self made "milo dinosaur" & "Lipton Tea with milk".....tks to eugene yeah!!!
my last moments there is talking to Vince, my IT expert....
It's time to say goodbye to ST Elec, back to NYP again..... hahaha
take care, miss u all badly
u always remembered^^
Leaving the company indeed a little sad about it, know number of ppl there they are great^^
& also have the privilege to use Apple Inc. computer
I just love my colleagues, great friends, self made "milo dinosaur" & "Lipton Tea with milk".....tks to eugene yeah!!!
my last moments there is talking to Vince, my IT expert....
It's time to say goodbye to ST Elec, back to NYP again..... hahaha
take care, miss u all badly
u always remembered^^
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
So tired, so sad, dun wish to let go.......
today the SPD peeps all packed up and shifted to Tech-Point which is just next to ST, but i cant bear them to leave......Aw!!!!
So now only me and wendy sitting there, feels so isolated.....nothing is behind us only the tables with dust.....
Hm......
oh men!!!!
today the SPD peeps all packed up and shifted to Tech-Point which is just next to ST, but i cant bear them to leave......Aw!!!!
So now only me and wendy sitting there, feels so isolated.....nothing is behind us only the tables with dust.....
Hm......
oh men!!!!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
halo, it been so long i been blog, same words very sianzz......
about 2 months at ST, pros and cons there, but i quite enjoyed the friends there...... hahaha
Still remember one of my ST friend, Hoon Cheng.....21st birthday celebrate at ST, so sad, but she still have us instead buying a cake, we bought a curry fish head to celebrate her birthday lol.....new idea men that i first came across hahaha, from Yang Guang
Great..... having fun there with them, hahaha but at least i got do something...... majority of them are from TP, oh men!!! Outnumbered by TP students.......oops, know some of the colleagues there not bad some very guai lan...... also must tks my assist super, shih yeong who assist me along although wat he says is abit hurting....eh hei
i read til here men, see u.......
just one more month to go>>>>>>>^^
about 2 months at ST, pros and cons there, but i quite enjoyed the friends there...... hahaha
Still remember one of my ST friend, Hoon Cheng.....21st birthday celebrate at ST, so sad, but she still have us instead buying a cake, we bought a curry fish head to celebrate her birthday lol.....new idea men that i first came across hahaha, from Yang Guang
Great..... having fun there with them, hahaha but at least i got do something...... majority of them are from TP, oh men!!! Outnumbered by TP students.......oops, know some of the colleagues there not bad some very guai lan...... also must tks my assist super, shih yeong who assist me along although wat he says is abit hurting....eh hei
i read til here men, see u.......
just one more month to go>>>>>>>^^
Monday, September 28, 2009
Wow, so fast about 1 month in the company, but felt that the time is going very slowly and wanted to escape from there......
Struggling with my project partner, still doesnt fully know the codings,
my supervisor wan us to do 3 different things..... do simple & fun application in iPhone stimulator, the application can be able to communicate across iPod Touch and Mac PC maybe using API i dunno, and another one is doing the Dock Menu bar.....hahaha
I also dunno wat to do leh, and need to be completed at the end of attachment, plus my partner will leaving one week earlier den me >.<
Just hope will be ok and pass quickly, overcome it......
Hei girl, how have u been lately these days??? so long nv heard from u......hahaha take care oh, my friends too take care.....see u around
Struggling with my project partner, still doesnt fully know the codings,
my supervisor wan us to do 3 different things..... do simple & fun application in iPhone stimulator, the application can be able to communicate across iPod Touch and Mac PC maybe using API i dunno, and another one is doing the Dock Menu bar.....hahaha
I also dunno wat to do leh, and need to be completed at the end of attachment, plus my partner will leaving one week earlier den me >.<
Just hope will be ok and pass quickly, overcome it......
Hei girl, how have u been lately these days??? so long nv heard from u......hahaha take care oh, my friends too take care.....see u around
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
halo babes and handsomes, hahaha so long nv blog le.......lol
Been busy these days doing attachment and also lazy sia
Day by day, today is the 8th day in attachment..... Quite ok there at least have biscuits coffee/milo to release stress, and still can logon to fantasy football for BPL and Champions League......
Lately been researching on "apple", using Mac OS, program on XCode and Interface builder..... been using iMac PC all this while and my project partner using iMini hahaha....
As now we need to do iPhone applications so yah have to move in to Objective-C programming oops!!! sounds very new to me men, at least maybe in these 3 months i can learn freshly stuffs.....
They gave us an iPod Touch to test our applications, cool i having now in hand lol
So just do try do try oh, hahaha
and so long nv see her since last week, it feels like years nv saw her, isn't it called missing someone badly???? hahaha yes indeed i missed her everyday.....so "thick-skinned" aiyo
ok ah, continue to my apple journey.....see u^^
take care......
Been busy these days doing attachment and also lazy sia
Day by day, today is the 8th day in attachment..... Quite ok there at least have biscuits coffee/milo to release stress, and still can logon to fantasy football for BPL and Champions League......
Lately been researching on "apple", using Mac OS, program on XCode and Interface builder..... been using iMac PC all this while and my project partner using iMini hahaha....
As now we need to do iPhone applications so yah have to move in to Objective-C programming oops!!! sounds very new to me men, at least maybe in these 3 months i can learn freshly stuffs.....
They gave us an iPod Touch to test our applications, cool i having now in hand lol
So just do try do try oh, hahaha
and so long nv see her since last week, it feels like years nv saw her, isn't it called missing someone badly???? hahaha yes indeed i missed her everyday.....so "thick-skinned" aiyo
ok ah, continue to my apple journey.....see u^^
take care......
Friday, June 26, 2009
Yesterday's Trip to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve, it was excellent and tiring..... almost walk the whole part of the middle section.....cool
Next stop MacRithcie Reservoir, 2 years nv been there since sec 5...... time past
Ok, maybe sometimes i think too much so it affects the people around me devasted and sad, so i just tried to cool down myself......relax my mind, and it will ok, just give me some time...... hope she was by my side now......
i'M not perfect!!!
Next stop MacRithcie Reservoir, 2 years nv been there since sec 5...... time past
Ok, maybe sometimes i think too much so it affects the people around me devasted and sad, so i just tried to cool down myself......relax my mind, and it will ok, just give me some time...... hope she was by my side now......
i'M not perfect!!!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
halo, a month nv blog, busying with school stuffs and lazy to type also.....
last week mon pulau ubin trip is exciting with my PTC mates, cool enjoyable and feel like long time nv go there before although i just went there with my classmates dunno when
From Cheng Lip = "Spakespeares hates ur emo poems", it is very useful.......
see u men------~~~~
last week mon pulau ubin trip is exciting with my PTC mates, cool enjoyable and feel like long time nv go there before although i just went there with my classmates dunno when
From Cheng Lip = "Spakespeares hates ur emo poems", it is very useful.......
see u men------~~~~
Sunday, May 17, 2009
hei hei, still got the time to update this, hahaha
Still remember the first time i met someone in lib and chat with each other smoothly happily, and til we together.....
But now,..... suddenly i became not "thick-skinned" and dare not to say out anything to another someone, feel so awkward in that situation, oh my god!!!
Is she avoiding/running away from me??? perhaps i think too much either or anot
Friday went to cg house do some NE report, zj came also, den we headed to vivo for dinner.....
1st time go pub to have a drink, FruitBrewed......ok not bad, but i dunno whether zh is high or tired hahaha
Later drank dunno wat the name, and suck the lemon, cool men...... but i hope i seldom go there coz the price is not cheap men.....
Sat go for maths lesson, go raj house continue do NE and watch ManUtd Arsenal match, yeah ManUtd won the BPL trophy^^Glory Glory ManUtd!!!
Today nothing to do, trying to figure out the PHP problem.....
Is this LOVE the real meaning???? check this out.......
L is for the way you look at her~
O is for only way you see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore
Hope so..... tml will be a new week, jiayou!!^^ see u
Still remember the first time i met someone in lib and chat with each other smoothly happily, and til we together.....
But now,..... suddenly i became not "thick-skinned" and dare not to say out anything to another someone, feel so awkward in that situation, oh my god!!!
Is she avoiding/running away from me??? perhaps i think too much either or anot
Friday went to cg house do some NE report, zj came also, den we headed to vivo for dinner.....
1st time go pub to have a drink, FruitBrewed......ok not bad, but i dunno whether zh is high or tired hahaha
Later drank dunno wat the name, and suck the lemon, cool men...... but i hope i seldom go there coz the price is not cheap men.....
Sat go for maths lesson, go raj house continue do NE and watch ManUtd Arsenal match, yeah ManUtd won the BPL trophy^^Glory Glory ManUtd!!!
Today nothing to do, trying to figure out the PHP problem.....
Is this LOVE the real meaning???? check this out.......
L is for the way you look at her~
O is for only way you see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore
Hope so..... tml will be a new week, jiayou!!^^ see u
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Hei halo, just looking around here, busy with stuffs these days, doing resume cover letter 3Ds Max modelling, flash, plan project for open source.
Very tired these days, mon have fun at Changi Airport T3, been there quite a time didnt notice that there got popeye's, hahaha
today decide run 2.4km, in the end only completed 1.6km......hahaha, very shack men!!! So just exercise regular, healthy lifestyle^^
hahaha lol
Very tired these days, mon have fun at Changi Airport T3, been there quite a time didnt notice that there got popeye's, hahaha
today decide run 2.4km, in the end only completed 1.6km......hahaha, very shack men!!! So just exercise regular, healthy lifestyle^^
hahaha lol
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Halo, it's been time ever since i write my ever last post, til today is about less den two years i think. I dunno also, hahaha. Carry on with my happy and simple life, izzit good for me just to forget the past???? sound so emo!!! She already got her lover, why i still foolish to continue waiting??? Hahaha......
But i feel that when girls saw me, they seems to be very uptight or keep a distance away from me, hm maybe i thinking too much or something. Dude!!!
Many projects to do so i hope these projects can bring me into it......
Friday been Pulau Ubin to have fun with my classmates, is shiok men, now feel that outdoor activities is more fun den staying at home facing computer, quite happening there, having "accident" there
Yesterday just go zh house watch ManUtd match hahaha, i also lazy to type alot, so see u men!!!
izzit the time to change???
But i feel that when girls saw me, they seems to be very uptight or keep a distance away from me, hm maybe i thinking too much or something. Dude!!!
Many projects to do so i hope these projects can bring me into it......
Friday been Pulau Ubin to have fun with my classmates, is shiok men, now feel that outdoor activities is more fun den staying at home facing computer, quite happening there, having "accident" there
Yesterday just go zh house watch ManUtd match hahaha, i also lazy to type alot, so see u men!!!
izzit the time to change???
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